"Don't be afraid to take the next big step."

[snugglekitty]

That was my fortune cookie this morning. Today is my last day at work.

I grinned, and then I thought, "Well, universe, you've created a situation where the next big step will happen whether I want it to or not. And so this message must be just to tell me not to be afraid. How sweet."

On Friday night, I brought home everything in the office that I could think of that was Mine. The big Waterhouse print I framed myself, my jade aloe plant Frank, pictures, tea, snack food, allergy drugs... everything that accumulates when you've been in the same job for four years.

This feels like a trust drop off a three-story building. I'm just trying to smile and dive gracefully, knowing the Goddess' warm arms will catch me.

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[curly-chick.livejournal.com]

This is a trust drop off all three story building. It's about trusting, not just the goddess, but also trusting yourself.

You are a fighter and someone with a great deal of inner strength. You have had a rough time of it, but I believe in your ability to make mountains out of molehills. Something good will come of this and years from now you will look back at this time from a very good place.

I just know it.

[lady-anemone.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Rach. I have a hard time trusting myself in that way, but you're right. At least, the intellectual part of my brain thinks you're right, if you know what I mean.