and singing this song's no way to say goodbye

[snugglekitty]

Combining two recent themes, we have a college dream about W.



It was the first day in my new dorm, although my stuff seemed already moved in. It was a big and beautiful room. My light blue cotton rugs were on the floor and my tall lamp. It was bigger than even the room I actually had as a senior.

We showed up. I hadn't seen him in a while. We were glad to see each other, in a zipless kind of way. I asked him what he wanted to do and he said he wanted to stare into my eyes for three hours, but there wasn't time. We kissed and kissed and our clothes came off without thought. Afterwards, he was getting ready to go back to his dorm. I called mrpet to see if he was coming home (though we've never lived in a dorm, ha ha) and he said that someone was flying in from LA and he wanted to meet them and have dinner. I said okay, that I would make plans to eat downstairs in the dining room, and brushed him off. I tried to remember what time dinner started in the dorm on Sundays - I remembered that it was a bit late. I started to think about what to wear. W told me he was getting ready to head out. He was wearing a black leather bomber jacket. We kissed once more and looked into each other's eyes. I said, "You'll never be far from me."
He left and I thought about putting on jeans and my purple fairy shirt. I wondered if people would like me, maybe I should wear something cooler?



I woke up and said his name into the empty room. Hard to believe it's been more than five years since I spoke to him in life.

Soundtrack to this dream: "Oh My Brother" - Eddie from Ohio

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You know EFO? Weird; my worlds just collided.